Spoiled before the Expiration Date

The "executive" who is nothing but a fucking SHAM in a business suit? I don't recognize her.
The voices that yell and scream and fight and argue.
The cutting the puking burning the alcohol and the drugs (which OVIOUSLY don't work or I wouldn't be awake now)
The family responsibilities ~ believe me, they're better off without me!
Therapy? Yeah, that's working. That's why I spent an hour in the car yelling at the voices, sobbing...yeah, I feel so much better now! Especially since IN THE DARK! DT just walks right by me - gets in her own car and drives off. (I guess I should be used to that by now!) Of course she was "off the clock" and no longer responsible to listen to my craziness.
Breathing? Not worth it.
Screw ALL OF IT!!!!I'm DONE WITH ALL OF IT!!!!! EVERYTHING>
"Life worth living..."Give me a break!"THIS" DT - "THIS" is a life NOT worth living!...and so it goes.
Ever tasted milk that seemed sour even though it was before the expiration date? Well, I'm sour and rotten and even though it may not be my "Stamped" expiration date - I'm throwing me out!