Doesn't the cutting help you? Don't you feel better now? Watch the blood flowing. Look at the color contrast of the dark blood making a river down your pale skin. Beautiful!
OMG! You left her a message that you were going to kill yourself and she didn’t even call you back! That’s “care”? That’s more like, Good God, do it already and stop talking about it! (BTW, if you want or need my help with that, just let me know…I already have it all planned out.)