Thursday, September 3, 2009

"It was night, and the rain fell; and falling, it was rain, but, having fallen, it was blood." ~ Silence

Tonight the demon looks at me, smug in his stance, he laughs at me, a powerful chortle that screeches of victory, for he know he has won tonight.

He speaks, his voice booming, echoing throughout her head, demanding the attention of all who live there. I can feel his eyes burning into my soul, his voice slices through me like a razor-sharp carving knife.

As he slithers around my body, the heat he generates burns my skin, sears through me, branding me, so everyone who sees me will know that I am his property. I am his. I will always be his. He controls me.

He whispers into my ear, “You wretched weak little girl! You are nothing. You are pathetic! No one will ever love you. No one will ever care.”

“You are nothing but a filthy whore!” His breath, thick with cigarette smoke and booze, overwhelms me and I begin to gag. My hand immediately covers my mouth as the bile rises to the back of my throat.

I try to move away from him, but I am powerless. He has control.
He will never leave. I cannot silence him. He will come back here, night after night, and he will hurt me. No one hears me. He burns me, he bruises my skin. He hurts me and makes me bleed.

Over and over again and again…it will never stop. There is only one escape.


  1. It's not true that no one cares. He is wrong about that. And it's not true that no one hears. Everyone who reads this hears. That's because you have the guts to tell. He doesn't have the same. He will never stand up and announce to the world what he did to a small girl. No, he won't. He won't because he knows that he had no right to do it and that it is his fault and not yours. It was never yours. You do not belong to him, the shame belongs to him. He is too much of a coward to claim it, so he tried to make you think that it is YOU that belongs to him. He lies.

  2. No, Gracie, You Are Something!!!

    Gracie, you may not believe this, but you have so much more power over "that" demon then you let yourself believe!!!! He is the coward!!!