Tuesday, September 8, 2009

I want, I need, I have to have...

I want to hurt myself so bad right now.
I feel blinded by the pain.
It isn't going to stop.
It's not going to stop.
I need to cut it out of me.
I tried - i really tried
but i cant do it
i cant do it
I sat here tongiht for an HOUR!
Rocking and praying...chanting..
only god can save me...only god can save me
but he didn't answer me
why didn't he answer me
he never answered me then either
i am so bad that not even god can save me
i dont want to play anymore
i dont like this game
i dont want to play now
dont nake me play anymore

1 comment:

  1. Dear one, sitting with you also. God does hear you, God does listen.

    Listen dear one, you need to listen also......