I am not going back to see "The Therapist"...not for now, maybe not forever.
She is not going to change back into the 'caring' therapist she once was -and I've been fooling myself for believing that I could accept her as the "Therapist" she has turned into ~ no longer being able to offer me what I need. But, as someone 'gently' told me...this isn't about her, it's about me.
And "ME" knows she isn't going to be here for me in the ways I need her too.
It hurts and it sucks ~ But it is what it is.....
{{{{{{{{Grace}}}}}}}}
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry it couldn't be fixed.
me too
ReplyDeleteI wish it could have worked out. I don't know what I'd do. I don't know what I'd say to her, either.
ReplyDeleteEverytime I've decided to break up with my T, I emailed him and said I couldn't do it anymore and he knew it was a veiled self harm statement shrouded within the desire to turn away from everyone first - so, not the same. But, since you're going to email, her, write it out and save it, then "sleep on it". If you like the way it sounds in the morning, send it. Good luck and I hope you let us know how it turn out.
Gracie, I am very sorry this did not work out for you.
ReplyDelete((((Gracie))))