If you don’t have respect for their strength you can’t be of any help. It’s a privilege that they let you in – there’s no reason they should trust you – none. You can’t know their terror – It’s your worst nightmare come true – a nightmare from which you can never awaken. It’s unrelenting. There has been no safety: no one, no time, no thing – all was tainted. Hope was obliterated – time and time again.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
I have Vuja De right now!
I have a feeling I'm doing it wrong all over again!!!!
Would you ALL go to bed already!
I don't feel well and I need to be by myself so I can fall apart! GAWD!
This evening is dragging ON AND ON AND ON!!!
And I desperately need DH and the children to go to bed because I am going to cry & possibly scream and definately puke - and I cannot do it in front of anyone!
This is one of those - "I need to hurt myself so the pain will go away" kind of nights....