It still hurts I am still broken and it never goes away. I don't understand why no one ever says, "It's going to be okay. You're going to be okay and you are not broken." Nobody ever did that. Nobody ever held me and told me I would be okay, that I would be safe, that he wouldn't hurt me anymore.
I am still broken into a million pieces. And I cannot put myself back together again.
I still think that we will one day be much better off than we are right now.
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I hope you're right, Lynn. becuase it sure doesn't feel like it right now...
ReplyDeleteI know. Sometimes it doesn't feel like it for me, either. It is then that it becomes even more important to at least know intellectually that it is possible that we can one day be better off. Sometimes just that little bit is all I have left to get me through.
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ReplyDeleteI know how you feel. I find it very hard to believe that I will ever be okay, or that things will get better. I don't see how it is possible.
ReplyDeleteMy psyche is pretty fractured. this becomes more obvious when I am feeling really upset. I don't think I really can ever pull my pieces together. I think I have to try to help them cooperate rather than become one.
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