If you don’t have respect for their strength you can’t be of any help. It’s a privilege that they let you in – there’s no reason they should trust you – none. You can’t know their terror – It’s your worst nightmare come true – a nightmare from which you can never awaken. It’s unrelenting. There has been no safety: no one, no time, no thing – all was tainted. Hope was obliterated – time and time again.
Monday, November 16, 2009
the whole world is crashing down
piece by piece it falls upon the ground.
of dealing with all this pain
she wants it to stop, she feels insane
even though you see a smile
they've all been fake for a long time now
that things will be okay
but she's tired of fighting every day.
to just feel happy in her life
no more running to that glistening knife.
but things now seem to mean a lot less
like the heart that's bleeding in her chest.
but no one's around to hear
she knows she's alone; her greatest fear.
she can feel herself dim from sight there seems to be nothing left tonight.