Wednesday, February 4, 2009

I don't think I can do it again

Today I met with another "therapist" - I didn't feel a connection, or comfort, in fact, as I sat there, all I kept thinking about was the "issues" I have yet to resolve with my current therapist....and how I felt so deceitful for not even telling my current T that I was talking to another T.

So, I've decided (I think - you never know which of us will show up tomorrow) I can't do it again. I cannot open myself up and lay myself bare for another human being. It leads to more pain, more hurt, more shame and vulnerability.

And I don't wanna play anymore......

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