I desperately need this week to end!

It's been a long time since I have struggled this much in a week. I feel so fragile. I don't know how to let myself exist. The little girls inside of me are angry, hurt, sad, abused~ I don't know how to comfort them. I am exhausted from their constant mantra. I have had a migraine for 3 days. I went to an "emergency" session w/dear therapist (which she was nice to accommodate on an hour notice)...but it didn't seem to help at all. I was so desperate last night. Screaming inside my head ~ I actually went outside, ran down the street in the darkness...away from 'suburbia' and just screamed into the night until I couldn't scream anymore.
I needed DT so badly last night - but she wasn't here. I called her this morning, made an appointment for tomorrow, but I don't even know why. Nothing helps this week, I cannot console them.

Little Gracie desperately wants someone to comfort her.
I don't know how.
She begs, "Someone put their arms around me, please, make me feel comfort, safety. I want someone to wrap their arms around me and wipe away my tears. Hold me close, gently touch my hair and whisper "everything will be alright". Put a band aid on my heart and another on my soul. And promise to help me clean the wound every day until it heals. And when a scar forms, please help me to learn to see it, to touch it...to accept it. And please...ask me to talk about it."

I don't know how to help her ~ and the other girls...I need it to stop.

I need this week to end. I need to find hope again. I can't see it now...