If you don’t have respect for their strength you can’t be of any help. It’s a privilege that they let you in – there’s no reason they should trust you – none. You can’t know their terror – It’s your worst nightmare come true – a nightmare from which you can never awaken. It’s unrelenting. There has been no safety: no one, no time, no thing – all was tainted. Hope was obliterated – time and time again.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
"Life Worth Living"
Really, DT ~ Enlighten me.... You will help me find a life with living? Well, I don't thnk that exists... in fact, I question whether I'm alive at all.
I'd tell you to go to hell, but I am already in hell, and right now I HATE you, and I don't want to see you everyday!
And as I have spent the past 2 hours begging God to help me, crying, on my knees!!!!! Guess what? No anwer. He didn't answer me, you never answer me! It's all a big sham!
There's no life worth living. You are a liar!
And I will reiterate that I prefer death to this! At least there's no pain after death!
I can only take so much~ I have no more strength...eventually won't I just die from lack of strength? I give up.... now...