"Life Worth Living"

Really, DT ~ Enlighten me.... You will help me find a life with living?
Well, I don't thnk that exists... in fact, I question whether I'm alive at all.

I'd tell you to go to hell, but I am already in hell, and right now I HATE you, and I don't want to see you everyday!

And as I have spent the past 2 hours begging God to help me, crying, on my knees!!!!! Guess what? No anwer. He didn't answer me, you never answer me! It's all a big sham!

There's no life worth living. You are a liar!

And I will reiterate that I prefer death to this! At least there's no pain after death!

I can only take so much~ I have no more strength...eventually won't I just die from lack of strength?
I give up.... now...