In fact, the 5 year old inside of me, the little girl who whines and cries and begs someone to help her...well, I hate her. I hate everything about her! I hate that she exists, I hate that she is weak, I hate her! In fact, the angry, fighting teenager inside of me "deals" with her every night. And "dealing" with her involves no "comfort", I can assure you.
How do I "accept" someone who is unlovable?
How do I "accept" someone who now causes me nothing but pain?
I can't ~ because I feel like its her fault the rest of us are struggling so much right now!
"Embrace her"? How? I hate her! I'd rather kill her!