Tonight my desperate body is trying hard to release the pain inside. The pain that tries to push its way out of me. Crying no longer helps. And I am unable to talk.
I force myself to continue to experience this because there is no other way out.
Pain flows through me and I shiver as I allow it to pull me beneath the surface. It disappears and I float back to the surface and drift until another wave drags me under again.
LINK: There is not much else to do but wait
