Friday, July 9, 2010
Collapsing into myself… My body feels too heavy and so very empty at the same time. Pulled down by the weight of not wanting to go on – I have found myself slipping, once again trying on the thoughts of…’I want out’. I feel terrible. Physically I am bone weary tired, bleeding and empty, filled with pain. I wander around, lost and confused…unable to grasp onto any reality.