tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4134631784318235978.post1245960187888925453..comments2023-04-12T08:13:04.539-06:00Comments on Good Enough: The ticking clock, a symbol of time moving forward, leaves me in a peculiar paradox, wishing time forward and also fearing the nightGracehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00432157510458184788noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4134631784318235978.post-30236146945999708852009-09-26T20:46:52.845-06:002009-09-26T20:46:52.845-06:00That's exactly it, Grace. Exactly. I don't...That's exactly it, Grace. Exactly. I don't ever again want to feel the way I felt after that day when he said those terrible things to me. I told him once that he should have just mailed me a letter bomb instead of keeping our appointment that day. It would have been more merciful.Ethereal Highwayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01120557764517618673noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4134631784318235978.post-71947582071338187112009-09-26T20:27:01.326-06:002009-09-26T20:27:01.326-06:00It's so hard, isn't it? That it takes so ...It's so hard, isn't it? That it takes so long to 'trust' someone...and then a breach of that trust (no matter how miniscule it may seem to the 'other' person) is devestating - because now the person we shared so much with is no longer (in our reality) trustworthy...and it hurts...and it makes me not want to ever share those parts of myself with anyone else - for fear of beting met with unacceptance and/or ridicule...so hard...Gracehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00432157510458184788noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4134631784318235978.post-52864898746657679412009-09-26T20:13:47.506-06:002009-09-26T20:13:47.506-06:00I also feel that if I have a safe and truly accept...I also feel that if I have a safe and truly accepting place to take this stuff, that it would somehow help me. I know it helped me before, but now since I was so painfully betrayed in the place that was safe, I guess things are different.Ethereal Highwayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01120557764517618673noreply@blogger.com